Youth

March 15, 2013

Does one EVER pause….with their feelings …say after 40 years…and check them against the the ebb of Life that is passing by NOW …

in my Life…Negroes are Blacks now…Chinese and Indians are Asian…..women in the US are allowed their own individuality…. masturbation which has gone on since animals have existed…is acceptable for men…some don’t think it is right for women…

family members and friends are SHOCKED…when a childless married couple break up …to explore their individuality…after being together since they were 18…..and are now breathing on their 30’s

I have been through many relationships…5…or more of over 2 years…but I regret not having the knowledge I have now …with my first lover in 1969…as he was TOTALLY my type of man…believed in Magic…the belief in the Fairey’s stump outside the main house of Forest Lodge….

we broke up twice…

we owned “It’s Time To Fly A Kite”…with a shop in Beverly Hills…a roving English hearse where we sold kites at Will Rogers Beach…and a shop in the Galleria in Houston …

he was an alcoholic …back when AA was thought not socially acceptable….

to this day…I regret my youth ….as of all of my lovers…

HE was the one I would have grown old with ….

sometime you never know until it is too late…

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